OMG, What a phenomenal experience it is to be part of that relaxation. total nothingness
... no clue about time, no clue about I being alive, no clue at all about my existence.. totally in the different space.. out of 3 dimensional, actually 4 dimensional world, yet totally into the whole CREATION... Did not feel as if He was a physical entity. felt as if He was penetrating everywhere in every particle of my being, not leaving anything anywhere untouched by his Karishma... So Charished moments of my life. that was the first experience of His presence.
Actually when I met him few hours later, personally, I saw him from a distance of nearly half a foot or even closer than that, n He gave such a mischievous glance which confused me till the next day. Finally next day we had our turn to meet Him personally. and oh man !!! What an experience !!! He threw chocolate exactly in my hand. Within the next few seconds, I was crying, crying n crying like a new born
I was totally unaware of what was happening within. When consciously became aware of me crying n other 45-50 people being present in the room, I forced myself to stop it, but my eyes, heart, mind, every part of my body which I believed to be under my control, refused to follow my order. I could not stop. It lasted for about half an hour or so...
Too many things happened after that, but this was the beginning. He was meeting me on 13th May as if saying "Tera Mein" - translation in English "I am Yours"... or was it the other way? that I happen to meet him on exactly that day as if He was to remind me that I am yours.. from my side.. Still amazed at the beauty of those invaluable moments !!!
Now I am looking forward to read your own experience in your words....
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